I wish I could write about how wonderful things are, but to be honest things really aren’t right now. Yes, basically I seem to be doing okay, but emotionally I’m just void of something wonderful right now. Every day I wake up with grand intentions, but then when I try to get going on being pulled back into inertia by some unseen force. It’s difficult for me to explain, but I’m sure many of you kind of know what I mean. It seems to me that I am battling with a slight case of the dreaded D word (depression).
On Monday I had an eye doctor’s appointment and then went okay. Yes, I am going to have to try some bifocals, but that’s not going to be easy. I’ll try to get my sister in law to take some pictures of me on my workstation so you guys can see what I’m talking about, but it’s difficult for me to read my glasses on. Not to mention, that if I tilt back to watch television is complicated by the little lens in the bottom of the glasses. I’ll see what I can figure out to. Oh yeah, after the eye appointment away by the VA with the intention of trying to get an appointment with a spinal cord psychologist , because I expect now that I probably need some professional help. The big problem was the spinal cord psychologist I knew is no longer working there and I’m going to have to go through the spinal cord doctors in order to get a consult. I’m going to try calling him tomorrow.
Anyway, if I make some comments that are a little out of the ordinary, I do apologize. I have been trying to avoid going on the Internet when I do feel like this, but then I tend to feel even more isolated.
Hopefully there are too many errors, because I tried to catch them. Both of my halfway decent microphones have broken right now I am using a really inexpensive cell phone microphone which sounds like I’m in a little tunnel. It does seem to be working okay, but I can’t come close to writing is really as I would like.
Take care everyone and I look forward to reading your blogs, if there are some new ones to read.
